Adonis

It must have been nice,
It must have been swell;
thinking you were the Adonis of them all.

You lost yourself,
you lost your soul.
Now all you have -
is your complete lack of control,
control of your senses -
control of your life.

Lost in the youth of others,
take away their innocence.
Playing you silly games,
you lead them astray.

But you never met someone else,
in the mix of your deplorable mess -
emanating the strength you found within me...

... And when it came to be -
that you would finally see,
that being so selfish -
isn't what life is suppose to be.

You just laugh,
to play if off -
to you it was no big thing.
But underneath your facade of Adonis,
you carry with such pride,
was the realization -
you really are not a nice guy!

So maybe in the days to come,
you will take the time to see -
your Adonis persona,
meant absolutely nothing to me!

LOSS

Today is a sad day. Today brought the news of a friend lost. He was taken back to God. He was young and ambitious and loved to laugh. He was creative but strong and always stuck his ground. Rick cared even if he could not always tell you - but he loved and loved deeply. My tears stream down my face knowing I was not the friend I should have been. In the years that slowly took us further away to be brought back together through FB... but then still never to find the time to go down and just say 'hi'! This loss has brought me to the realization of the smaller things in life that tend to matter more than you care to admit. It has changed me but for the better. Thank you Rick for being lessons in my life with the passing of yours.

Bises ~
LFF

Helloooo Everyone,

Ok so it has been a week or so since I started this blog and I have been thinking about what my second ever posting would be about. So, I guess it will be about HONESTY. Yes I know it is really one of the last things people want to ACTUALLY talk about although we EXPECT everyone to be at least modestly honest with us.

So what has driven me to talk about honesty??? Well first of all... I am one of those people that can't help but to be brutally honest (as my mother would put it!!). So what is all the fuss about? Why does honesty have such a prevalent place in our thoughts? And I know you know exactly what I mean... always wondering what someone else is thinking and if you are EVEN brave enough to ask... are they REALLY being honest about what they tell you???

it seems that more and more in our complex emerging world, that we are constantly needing to weigh the validity of the statements we receive as inputs. Whether they are spoken or written we need to ensure what it is we are being told is actually truth in reality.

A prime example of how our markets have been flooded with FALSE statements.. we just need to turn to the diet industry. Herbal Life promotes products in order for their clients to be able to lose weight. In this day and age, this really isn't anything too excited. North American markets have played host to countless number of new and improved diet plans in order for people to be able to achieve their 'ideal weight' but can they really? Or is it just a dream that you are being sold? the power of being able to manipulate vocabulary entitles some to leverages of power they would not have otherwise been able to obtain. So maybe the question I really should be asking.. is why are we - as a human race in general - so bloody gulliable?

Just Starting Out

Hello Everyone,

This officially is my very first blog!!! Still a little nervous and excited to be making this journey. Some may ask WHY?? What would be the point of writing a blog - Well frankly FB just doesn't cut it for me anymore! But - let's be completely honest... I really just have too much to say and this seems as the most effective outlet.

SO.. What will this blog be about??? When I have spoken with my friends and family this is what they typically ask. WELLLL... that is kind of a loaded question. I will be talking about life! More specifically, I will be writing about what I think about life - food, dating, school (ugghh), family, and all the other things that bring us sorrow and happiness everyday!

I am really looking forward to walking through this experience with all of you - and also looking forward to your thoughts, opinions, and feelings! Discussion brings enlightenment :D

Bises ;)

LFF